Since the birth of my son Judah two months ago, I've had the chance (through hours of lost sleep and crying, which hasn't always been his) to do a lot of thinking and reflecting. While I have a blog entry on the racial and systemic mess that is our great nation on hold, I thought I would take some time to share what comes to me while I sit in Judah's glider and rock him to sleep.
During his two month check up at the pediatrician, Judah was measured, weighed, and given his first vaccinations. The cries and screams that our child let out during those shots broke my heart. I never want him to feel any pain, but I suppose that is the nature of this life. Anyway, that's not even the point to all of this. As our pediatrician went over his numbers and patterns, she confidently declared, "He's doing perfect!"
Perfect!? Perfect?!
I love my son with all of my heart in a way I never thought possible, no matter how much my parents told me they loved my brother. And don't get me wrong; even the difficult and frustrating moments are worth while.
But perfect? I mean, I know Judah is growing at a proper rate. But surely as a mother, our doctor has to know how not perfect this thing can be. Late nights and early mornings. Crying, fussing, and crying some more. Frankly, parenthood is exhausting even with all the cute smiles and beautiful moments.
As I held him in his chair after a long screaming session (he did have three painful shots today after all), I looked down at him and thought to myself, "Perfect? With all the crying and diaper changes, of course he is still perfect. He is a perfect mess. He's my perfect mess" And then the Holy Spirit, as he often has done while I sit in that chair, impressed upon me an encouraging thought. This is the same way that God sees me as perfect in Christ. He's knows I'm a perfect mess. He knows how I cry and complain and want everyone to pay attention to me all of the time. He sees my crazy, and often twisted thoughts even before they enter my mind and yet he loves me infinitely more than I could ever love Judah.
So there in that chair I was reminded of scriptures from the Bible like Hebrews 6:1, "Therefore let us move beyond the elementary teachings about Christ and be taken forward to maturity..." or Philippians 1:6 "...Being confident of this, that he who began a good work in you will carry it on to completion until the day of Christ Jesus." It's refreshing to know that we are works in progress. Our calling as human beings made in God's image is to continue on in maturity, being molded into the likeness of Jesus Christ. But our Father doesn't expect perfection immediately, or really any time soon for that matter. Judah is going to mature and grow even as he cries, screams, ruins many diapers, and costs us a lot of money as a family. He's a mess. But it takes that messiness to lead him and all of us to perfection and maturity.
I'm getting the hang of changing his diapers. I'm learning not to get frustrated and angry when he cries and screams (no, I'm not a perfect parent. Don't judge me.). I'm learning that all of these things are a part of the growing process. God changes us without being scared off by our messes, holds us while we kick and scream, and gives us nourishment by His Holy Spirit. And when He looks at us through the lens of Christ's righteousness, he doesn't see the mess. He sees a perfect mess. His perfect mess.
Wednesday, December 24, 2014
Tuesday, October 14, 2014
You Get what You (Don't) Deserve
One thing I love about Jesus is just how counter cultural he was. Now, I realize that this phrase is grossly overused, especially in Christian circles. But it really applied to Jesus. He hung out with the outcasts and the "sinners". While many of his followers were hoping to take up arms against the Roman government, Jesus was looking for people who would lay down their lives for the Kingdom of God. Jewish teachers and leaders wanted people to follow rules. Jesus asked people to follow Him to a cross. And while every related to God based on how well they followed these laws, Jesus knew something different.
After the sermon on the mount, and after healing many sick and lame throughout the region, Jesus entered the town of Capernaum. While there, he was approached by some Jewish elders representing a Roman centurion (military leader). This centurion's favorite house servant had come down with a fatal illness, but this man has heard that Jesus had the power and authority to heal the sick. So he sent these Jewish elders to Jesus. Their interaction reveals a lot about the religious mentality of the day.
Luke 7:4-6 tells us, "When they came to Jesus, they pleaded earnestly with him, 'This man deserves to have you do this, because he loves our nation and has built our synagogue.' So Jesus went with them."
Notice these men and their appeal to the Lord on the basis of what the centurion deserved. The Jewish elders would have been so used to relating to God on the basis of their obedience and good behavior that this only makes sense in their minds. And Jesus plays along. But what the centurion says next is astounding.
"He (Jesus) was not far from the house when the centurion sent friends to say to him: 'Lord, don't trouble yourself, for I don not deserve to have you come under my roof... But say the word, and my servant will be healed. For I myself am a man under authority, with soldiers under me. I tell this one, "Go," and he goes; and that one, "Come," and he comes...'."
The elders tried to impress Jesus with the centurion's resume. He was a patriot and a religious man. We might even call him a "good person" today. But this Roman military man knew that in comparison to the man who had authority over life and death, forces of nature, and even angels and demons, he didn't deserve anything. Talk about counter-cultural...
His words were so genuine and profound that Jesus himself responded, "I tell you, I have not found such great faith even in Israel." The centurion's servant was healed at that moment.
So here's my simple, yet very practical question for us from this passage.
On what basis do we appeal to Jesus?
or
What do you think you do (or don't) deserve?
I believe that we get what we think we don't deserve from God. Did you catch that? In my prayer life, I have often sounded like the Jewish elders. "Lord," I'd say, "You know how much time I spend at church. You know all the things I do for you. I think I deserve to have you meet my need." I will even do this when I intercede for someone else. "God, my friend loves you and serves you will all of their heart. They even give to the church! Please, heal their body. Restore their marriage." But these things do not impress Jesus.
Faith does. Humility does. Knowing what we don't deserve is what gets Jesus' attention. I can't find a single time in the Bible when someone's faith in himself stirred Christ to heal him. Never once did Jesus say, "Daughter, your faith in how good you are has healed you." Our faith and hope is in Christ and his worth alone. When we appeal to God on the basis of our faithfulness, we will only ever get what we deserve, because compared to the perfection and holiness of God, we aren't as good as we think we are. But when we appeal to Jesus on the basis of who He is and what He's done, then we get what we don't deserve.
It's called grace. It's counter-cultural, especially here in the United States of America. And it's how things operate in the Kingdom of God.
After the sermon on the mount, and after healing many sick and lame throughout the region, Jesus entered the town of Capernaum. While there, he was approached by some Jewish elders representing a Roman centurion (military leader). This centurion's favorite house servant had come down with a fatal illness, but this man has heard that Jesus had the power and authority to heal the sick. So he sent these Jewish elders to Jesus. Their interaction reveals a lot about the religious mentality of the day.
Luke 7:4-6 tells us, "When they came to Jesus, they pleaded earnestly with him, 'This man deserves to have you do this, because he loves our nation and has built our synagogue.' So Jesus went with them."
Notice these men and their appeal to the Lord on the basis of what the centurion deserved. The Jewish elders would have been so used to relating to God on the basis of their obedience and good behavior that this only makes sense in their minds. And Jesus plays along. But what the centurion says next is astounding.
"He (Jesus) was not far from the house when the centurion sent friends to say to him: 'Lord, don't trouble yourself, for I don not deserve to have you come under my roof... But say the word, and my servant will be healed. For I myself am a man under authority, with soldiers under me. I tell this one, "Go," and he goes; and that one, "Come," and he comes...'."
The elders tried to impress Jesus with the centurion's resume. He was a patriot and a religious man. We might even call him a "good person" today. But this Roman military man knew that in comparison to the man who had authority over life and death, forces of nature, and even angels and demons, he didn't deserve anything. Talk about counter-cultural...
His words were so genuine and profound that Jesus himself responded, "I tell you, I have not found such great faith even in Israel." The centurion's servant was healed at that moment.
So here's my simple, yet very practical question for us from this passage.
On what basis do we appeal to Jesus?
or
What do you think you do (or don't) deserve?
I believe that we get what we think we don't deserve from God. Did you catch that? In my prayer life, I have often sounded like the Jewish elders. "Lord," I'd say, "You know how much time I spend at church. You know all the things I do for you. I think I deserve to have you meet my need." I will even do this when I intercede for someone else. "God, my friend loves you and serves you will all of their heart. They even give to the church! Please, heal their body. Restore their marriage." But these things do not impress Jesus.
Faith does. Humility does. Knowing what we don't deserve is what gets Jesus' attention. I can't find a single time in the Bible when someone's faith in himself stirred Christ to heal him. Never once did Jesus say, "Daughter, your faith in how good you are has healed you." Our faith and hope is in Christ and his worth alone. When we appeal to God on the basis of our faithfulness, we will only ever get what we deserve, because compared to the perfection and holiness of God, we aren't as good as we think we are. But when we appeal to Jesus on the basis of who He is and what He's done, then we get what we don't deserve.
It's called grace. It's counter-cultural, especially here in the United States of America. And it's how things operate in the Kingdom of God.
Tuesday, October 7, 2014
"Don't Judge Me!"
"For God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him would not perish but have eternal life." You know this one. John 3:16
"'For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the LORD. 'Plans to prosper and not to harm you. Plans to give you a hope and future.'" You might even know this one too. Jeremiah 29:11.
Oh, how about...
"I can do all things through Him who gives me strength." Another good one for the ole bumper sticker. Philippians 4:13
Hmmmm... oh, a new favorite of the millennial generation...
"Do not judge, or you too will be judged..." So where's that from?
Anyone? Where in the Bible is that passage? Can someone tell me?
Matthew 7:1. Or a similar rendering in Luke 6:37. I'm sure you knew that though. And I'm sure you know the context as well, right? Like where Jesus was when he said that, what he was talking about just before he spoke those words, and what he said just immediately after.
My generation has a serious problem, one that I certainly struggle with as well. It's one that we inherited, if I may type honestly. We grew up in a "Christian culture" where memorizing short Bible verses plucked out of context was a key spiritual discipline. We were told that if you were having a bad day, just quote one of those verses that I mentioned above and suddenly we would be able to conquer the world. Stressing for your science test? Well, you can do all thing through Christ! Feeling weak and vulnerable? His grace is sufficient for you (and something about power, perfection, and weakness). Not sure of what college you should go to, or who you should marry and how many kids you are going to have? Have no fear, because God knows the plans He has for you! And they all are good ones too. See what I'm saying?
Memorizing and quoting Scripture is not a bad thing at all. Jesus did it, as did his followers. The difference is that Jesus and his early followers didn't view Scripture as a series of individual quotes to be taken out of context and used for their own situations (plus they didn't really have the New Testament back then). The Bible was God's story of redemption and grace. It was all and always had been about Him and how He interacted with flawed and broken humans to bring about His purpose in the world. When Jesus did quote Scripture, it was always for a purpose outside of his immediate need. I could go into this more, but for now we should simply understand that the Bible didn't have split up chapters and verses that could be ripped away from each other and used for whatever purpose someone desired. Jesus and his early followers saw Scripture as one cohesive story.
Today, we grab one phrase or one sentence and create entire theologies out of it without even questioning whether or not the original writer meant it that way in the first place. The every day Christian has not been taught how to "exegete", or pull the meaning out of the text through careful study and respectful examination. After all, that's for seminary graduates. And who has time for that sort of study anyway? So that's one problem.
A second problem, ironically, is what I'm doing right now. Blogging. Social Media.
We all have a voice, with little to no filter and certainly no authority over us to keep us from saying something stupid. So trolling and bullying and youthful ignorance (guilty) have a huge platform to say whatever they want, and eventually their opinions become commonly agreed upon. Now, I'm not claiming to be some expert or theologian. But I do hold to what my philosophy professor, Dr. Esther Meek, drilled into our heads at Geneva College. Before I can critique, criticize, or even form my own opinion on a subject, I had better have thoroughly read and researched the topic and its experts. And even then, I still don't really have a right to say much. Shut up, and listen.
So what does Matthew 7:1 and Luke 6:36 have to do with this? Well, for us Christian millennials, most discussions surrounding morality and our ethical choices inevitably come back to this verse (even for people who wouldn't call themselves Christians). I imagine that somewhere along the line in debates and conversations regarding morality, someone read these words from Jesus and decided "Yes! See? Jesus said no one can judge me or my actions, so there. No one can judge me. If I want to do X or Y, then I can do X or Y and they just have to grin and bear it. Only God can judge."
But Jesus wasn't giving us a bullet in our ethical-debate gun. He wasn't giving us an out for our morality. How do I know? Context. These texts are found in the middle of Jesus' famous "Sermon the Mount" where he gives a glimpse into what life in His Kingdom should look like. If you decide to sign up and play on Jesus' team, here's how things will go: (just a few examples)
You will be blessed even when things around you seem to fall apart (Matthew 5: 1-12).
That person who cut you off in traffic? Forgive them, and let them drive as slowly ahead of you as they'd like (This happened to me today. And well yeah, I didn't do too well). After all, flipping them off would be the same as killing them in Jesus' Kingdom (5:21-22, 43-47).
Your religious duties should be done humbly in order to please God and God alone (Matt. 6:1-18). Jesus liked some forms of religion, by the way. But that's a different blog...
There's no room for worry and anxiety in Christ's domain. After all, if God cares for the lilies of the field, won't he care for you (6:25-34)?
The sermon on the mount was all about how our relationships with God and one another should look radically different in the Kingdom of Heaven than in the kingdom of this world. And in the middle of this message Jesus says, "Do not judge and you will not be judged. Do not condemn and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven." (Luke 6:36). But Jesus is not saying this so we can look someone in the eye after we've broken God's standards and say, "Jesus told me you can't judge me." He's telling you and me that WE can't judge or condemn or withhold forgiveness. Don't worry about the judgmental "speak" in someone else's eye. Let's pull out that giant cross-beam of self-righteousness and entitlement from our own eyes first...
Jesus clearly reinforced the moral standards that the Father laid down in the Old Testament. That's the whole point of the sermon on the mount. If we have encountered his love and mercy, then our lives should look drastically different. We should want to please God, not ourselves. Pleasing God always involves loving and serving others. It always looks like imitating Jesus. Always. After all, Jesus pleased the Father perfectly.
In Matthew 5:17-20, Jesus states that not only did He come to uphold the law, but He came to fulfill it. He knew that for us imperfect, messed up humans, we couldn't fulfill the whole law on our own. If we want to base our relationship with the Almighty Creator of the Universe on our morality and ethics then, "I tell you that unless your righteousness surpasses that of the Pharisees and teachers of the law, you will certainly not enter the kingdom of God." And those guys got paid to follow the law. But if our righteousness is given to us by Jesus, who was perfect in everything He did, then we inherit the kingdom as well as a new heart full of devotion and desire to please God. Christ fulfilled the law and then was murdered and rose from the grave so that we might receive that righteousness that none of us could ever earn by our own merit.
So don't use this passage as a way of justifying yourself and getting out of living differently. The Son of God didn't die a brutal death on a Roman Cross so we could shout "Don't judge me!" He died so that when we are wronged and when we are hurt, we can look at the other person and forgive them. He died so that we would want to serve and live for the God of all Creation in a way that leads us to serve and love even our worst enemy. I know this is a lot more difficult than simply doing what we want and asking God to forgive us later. But it's why Christ came. And it's what faith requires of us.
Yes, God is the only true judge. And we are all guilty. But for some reason, like John 3:16 states, Jesus went from preaching a sermon on the mount by the Sea of Galilee to later being hung on a cross on the mountain of Calvary in order to break the chains of moralistic legalism or relativism that keep us all in slavery. He didn't come to be your buddy whose quote you put in your status update or cute meme.
He came to be the Lord who sits on the throne of your heart. And that's exactly where He belongs. For He is a good and gracious King, and His kingdom has no end. Does he hold that place in your life?
You be the judge.
"'For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the LORD. 'Plans to prosper and not to harm you. Plans to give you a hope and future.'" You might even know this one too. Jeremiah 29:11.
Oh, how about...
"I can do all things through Him who gives me strength." Another good one for the ole bumper sticker. Philippians 4:13
Hmmmm... oh, a new favorite of the millennial generation...
"Do not judge, or you too will be judged..." So where's that from?
Anyone? Where in the Bible is that passage? Can someone tell me?
Matthew 7:1. Or a similar rendering in Luke 6:37. I'm sure you knew that though. And I'm sure you know the context as well, right? Like where Jesus was when he said that, what he was talking about just before he spoke those words, and what he said just immediately after.
My generation has a serious problem, one that I certainly struggle with as well. It's one that we inherited, if I may type honestly. We grew up in a "Christian culture" where memorizing short Bible verses plucked out of context was a key spiritual discipline. We were told that if you were having a bad day, just quote one of those verses that I mentioned above and suddenly we would be able to conquer the world. Stressing for your science test? Well, you can do all thing through Christ! Feeling weak and vulnerable? His grace is sufficient for you (and something about power, perfection, and weakness). Not sure of what college you should go to, or who you should marry and how many kids you are going to have? Have no fear, because God knows the plans He has for you! And they all are good ones too. See what I'm saying?
Memorizing and quoting Scripture is not a bad thing at all. Jesus did it, as did his followers. The difference is that Jesus and his early followers didn't view Scripture as a series of individual quotes to be taken out of context and used for their own situations (plus they didn't really have the New Testament back then). The Bible was God's story of redemption and grace. It was all and always had been about Him and how He interacted with flawed and broken humans to bring about His purpose in the world. When Jesus did quote Scripture, it was always for a purpose outside of his immediate need. I could go into this more, but for now we should simply understand that the Bible didn't have split up chapters and verses that could be ripped away from each other and used for whatever purpose someone desired. Jesus and his early followers saw Scripture as one cohesive story.
Today, we grab one phrase or one sentence and create entire theologies out of it without even questioning whether or not the original writer meant it that way in the first place. The every day Christian has not been taught how to "exegete", or pull the meaning out of the text through careful study and respectful examination. After all, that's for seminary graduates. And who has time for that sort of study anyway? So that's one problem.
A second problem, ironically, is what I'm doing right now. Blogging. Social Media.
We all have a voice, with little to no filter and certainly no authority over us to keep us from saying something stupid. So trolling and bullying and youthful ignorance (guilty) have a huge platform to say whatever they want, and eventually their opinions become commonly agreed upon. Now, I'm not claiming to be some expert or theologian. But I do hold to what my philosophy professor, Dr. Esther Meek, drilled into our heads at Geneva College. Before I can critique, criticize, or even form my own opinion on a subject, I had better have thoroughly read and researched the topic and its experts. And even then, I still don't really have a right to say much. Shut up, and listen.
So what does Matthew 7:1 and Luke 6:36 have to do with this? Well, for us Christian millennials, most discussions surrounding morality and our ethical choices inevitably come back to this verse (even for people who wouldn't call themselves Christians). I imagine that somewhere along the line in debates and conversations regarding morality, someone read these words from Jesus and decided "Yes! See? Jesus said no one can judge me or my actions, so there. No one can judge me. If I want to do X or Y, then I can do X or Y and they just have to grin and bear it. Only God can judge."
But Jesus wasn't giving us a bullet in our ethical-debate gun. He wasn't giving us an out for our morality. How do I know? Context. These texts are found in the middle of Jesus' famous "Sermon the Mount" where he gives a glimpse into what life in His Kingdom should look like. If you decide to sign up and play on Jesus' team, here's how things will go: (just a few examples)
You will be blessed even when things around you seem to fall apart (Matthew 5: 1-12).
That person who cut you off in traffic? Forgive them, and let them drive as slowly ahead of you as they'd like (This happened to me today. And well yeah, I didn't do too well). After all, flipping them off would be the same as killing them in Jesus' Kingdom (5:21-22, 43-47).
Your religious duties should be done humbly in order to please God and God alone (Matt. 6:1-18). Jesus liked some forms of religion, by the way. But that's a different blog...
There's no room for worry and anxiety in Christ's domain. After all, if God cares for the lilies of the field, won't he care for you (6:25-34)?
The sermon on the mount was all about how our relationships with God and one another should look radically different in the Kingdom of Heaven than in the kingdom of this world. And in the middle of this message Jesus says, "Do not judge and you will not be judged. Do not condemn and you will not be condemned. Forgive, and you will be forgiven." (Luke 6:36). But Jesus is not saying this so we can look someone in the eye after we've broken God's standards and say, "Jesus told me you can't judge me." He's telling you and me that WE can't judge or condemn or withhold forgiveness. Don't worry about the judgmental "speak" in someone else's eye. Let's pull out that giant cross-beam of self-righteousness and entitlement from our own eyes first...
Jesus clearly reinforced the moral standards that the Father laid down in the Old Testament. That's the whole point of the sermon on the mount. If we have encountered his love and mercy, then our lives should look drastically different. We should want to please God, not ourselves. Pleasing God always involves loving and serving others. It always looks like imitating Jesus. Always. After all, Jesus pleased the Father perfectly.
In Matthew 5:17-20, Jesus states that not only did He come to uphold the law, but He came to fulfill it. He knew that for us imperfect, messed up humans, we couldn't fulfill the whole law on our own. If we want to base our relationship with the Almighty Creator of the Universe on our morality and ethics then, "I tell you that unless your righteousness surpasses that of the Pharisees and teachers of the law, you will certainly not enter the kingdom of God." And those guys got paid to follow the law. But if our righteousness is given to us by Jesus, who was perfect in everything He did, then we inherit the kingdom as well as a new heart full of devotion and desire to please God. Christ fulfilled the law and then was murdered and rose from the grave so that we might receive that righteousness that none of us could ever earn by our own merit.
So don't use this passage as a way of justifying yourself and getting out of living differently. The Son of God didn't die a brutal death on a Roman Cross so we could shout "Don't judge me!" He died so that when we are wronged and when we are hurt, we can look at the other person and forgive them. He died so that we would want to serve and live for the God of all Creation in a way that leads us to serve and love even our worst enemy. I know this is a lot more difficult than simply doing what we want and asking God to forgive us later. But it's why Christ came. And it's what faith requires of us.
Yes, God is the only true judge. And we are all guilty. But for some reason, like John 3:16 states, Jesus went from preaching a sermon on the mount by the Sea of Galilee to later being hung on a cross on the mountain of Calvary in order to break the chains of moralistic legalism or relativism that keep us all in slavery. He didn't come to be your buddy whose quote you put in your status update or cute meme.
He came to be the Lord who sits on the throne of your heart. And that's exactly where He belongs. For He is a good and gracious King, and His kingdom has no end. Does he hold that place in your life?
You be the judge.
Wednesday, July 16, 2014
Love Just Because
I was tired of having to pay a lot of money for something I rarely used.
So my options were either:
1) Use it more or
2) Cancel it and find something cheaper
Clearly, I chose option 2.
So here we are, back on my original blogger site, reading my thoughts and musings because I have a family budget that needs to be honored and adhered to. As well it should be. And my previous domain provider was simply too expensive in general, let alone the fact that I was blogging once every four months or so.
To all 2 of you who read this, welcome back! (I'm only sort of joking). However, depending on if I can find a better, cheaper provider, I may send this back to troymillerministries.com, or something like that.
It's been a while, so where should I catch up? If you didn't check out my aforementioned website, I am leading Contemporary worship at Christ UMC outside of Pittsburgh. I met, dated, and married the new youth director at the church. Her name is Melody. She's pretty cool. And now we are having a child come mid-October. So needless to say, the last two years or so have been crazy! I'm learning that the old adage is true: The only constant is change. This is especially the case when you have tried to surrender your life to the care and control of God.
I've always wondered why God doesn't just drop His plan for you in your lap and let you have at it. Why doesn't He seem to answer all my prayers the way I want Him to and block me from any and all bad situations? Over these last few years, I think I'm starting to understand (at least a small part of) the reason for this. As a stubborn, complicated human, I've come to see that if I had all the answers I had asked for and knew exactly where I needed to be and when, then I would neglect and forget the One who answered my prayers in the first place. Our Creator isn't a Genie. He doesn't bow to our every wish because He is first and foremost to be worshiped as Lord of All. When I simplify my relationship with Him to one between a person and a magic 8 ball, then I have made the things God gives me into my object of worship, rather than God himself. And God doesn't share affection. I wouldn't love my wife only because she cooks good meals for us. I love her because she is Melody Anne. I love her because of who she is. Period. The same should be said of my love for my Heavenly Father.
So it is my prayer for you that you would love and lean on Jesus Christ not only because he blesses you. Lean, not only because of what He does for you. Lean and love because he deserves nothing less. Love because He IS everything we've been looking for. And even when He doesn't give you the answers, love Him even more, just because.
In His Grace
So my options were either:
1) Use it more or
2) Cancel it and find something cheaper
Clearly, I chose option 2.
So here we are, back on my original blogger site, reading my thoughts and musings because I have a family budget that needs to be honored and adhered to. As well it should be. And my previous domain provider was simply too expensive in general, let alone the fact that I was blogging once every four months or so.
To all 2 of you who read this, welcome back! (I'm only sort of joking). However, depending on if I can find a better, cheaper provider, I may send this back to troymillerministries.com, or something like that.
It's been a while, so where should I catch up? If you didn't check out my aforementioned website, I am leading Contemporary worship at Christ UMC outside of Pittsburgh. I met, dated, and married the new youth director at the church. Her name is Melody. She's pretty cool. And now we are having a child come mid-October. So needless to say, the last two years or so have been crazy! I'm learning that the old adage is true: The only constant is change. This is especially the case when you have tried to surrender your life to the care and control of God.
I've always wondered why God doesn't just drop His plan for you in your lap and let you have at it. Why doesn't He seem to answer all my prayers the way I want Him to and block me from any and all bad situations? Over these last few years, I think I'm starting to understand (at least a small part of) the reason for this. As a stubborn, complicated human, I've come to see that if I had all the answers I had asked for and knew exactly where I needed to be and when, then I would neglect and forget the One who answered my prayers in the first place. Our Creator isn't a Genie. He doesn't bow to our every wish because He is first and foremost to be worshiped as Lord of All. When I simplify my relationship with Him to one between a person and a magic 8 ball, then I have made the things God gives me into my object of worship, rather than God himself. And God doesn't share affection. I wouldn't love my wife only because she cooks good meals for us. I love her because she is Melody Anne. I love her because of who she is. Period. The same should be said of my love for my Heavenly Father.
So it is my prayer for you that you would love and lean on Jesus Christ not only because he blesses you. Lean, not only because of what He does for you. Lean and love because he deserves nothing less. Love because He IS everything we've been looking for. And even when He doesn't give you the answers, love Him even more, just because.
In His Grace
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